Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Help Others God Will Help you
I tried to convinced her that please trust and respond to treatment. but she wanted someone known person with her whom she can trust. as I was far away (she jumped off d train in Valsad District in Gujarat 4hours from mumbai) i was unable to go there so she said contact Sameer (whom she met in morning and stayed his flat till evening ) and sameer is mutual friend of Alex Popa. I contacted alex through him Sameer, Sameer went to hospital from mumbai. The whole night i was tensed and contacted many peoples like her family, friends. After Sameer reached to hospital, at 4am Mayank called me n said Sameer is also quite about her treatment. In the morning 8am Sameer called me and said nobuko taking treatment and in 2days we are moving to Mumbai for further treatment and then i’ll call other meditator to help her. i thought might be Sameer thinking shift Nobuko from one meditator’s place to others. I felt bad and thought if Nobuko’s treatment is completed and only she need rest then i will take her to my home or if she need some treatment then instead of shifting from here and there i will take her to my friends flat and i’ll take care of her. so i decided to see her and take care of her and so i went to Mumbai on 16th. she also reached Mumbai on 16th.
In the evening i went to sameer’s flat. when i saw Nobuko i got shocked her body was totally damaged. Stitches below the right eye. injuries on hand feet…….and right arm got fractured so she has to wear sling for 6 weeks. She said Sameer allow her to stay in his flat until she go to DhSindhu. so i thought might be he is working somewhere so i ask her when he want to go out n want to do some work then i can came here and look after you. so its better to stay with you. Then nobuko got permission for me to stay from Sameer. After met her i was on the way to my friends room n next day i gonna shift to Sameer flat. when i was on the way i got call from my friend about job Intrv. in MNC company, which was on next day. as i was not prepared i postponed it to monday(21st). on 17th i went to Sameers flat to look after Nobuko. i cooked for her. did dressing arranging laptop and internet from friend and whatever she needed.
Sometimes i tried to convinced her to go back to Australia but she wanted to sit 30days course. and also her family keep on saying her to come back. that time i did not understand health is Important or 30days. might be her ego or competition of doing courses forcing her to do the course. on sunday night she got sick and vomited whole night. as sameer slept early whole night i seated next to her sent her metta. i told her to chew some cardamom which helps to minimize sickness but she did not listen. that time i felt very bad. but what to do i had to serve her so i just listen her n provide her what she wanted. i was tensed that night because i had interview next day n did not slept whole night.
In the morning i went to interview i felt like i am drunken person so had tea outside the office and went to interview. after an hour i had interview and of 30 min and i got selected. that time i felt Dhamma really works if you help others dhamma/god will help you. After that night nobuko also realised she must go back to Australia. so she booked ticket. she left to aust on 25th and after spending 2days. i am at my work place i Tamilnadu from tomm 1st dec i am going to start my work. i got scared here becoz nobody understand english and hindi I feel like I am in Different country and also my working hours are 12. only sunday is off.(sometimes not)
Only I Got Courage with this word “Dont Worry DHAMMA Will Help You”
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Pali 2011
After painful leave from Mumbai and hostel I m here In DhammaGiri to learn Pali Language; to understand the language; the words of the Buddha; and to understand PatiPatti (practice) wIth Pariyatti(theory) and abt DhammaGiri. It Is 1st Vipassana meditation centre in India in the tradition of Sayagi U BA Khin and after him, Mr. S.N Goenka. And abt Vipassana I Can say try it and get benefits from it. It doesn’t belong to any caste or religion. I met some catholic priest n nun, sadhu n sanyasi, jain muni etc :) . I came here on 1st June and on 5th June I got valuable B’day gIft. GoenkajI came for public talk In Dhammagiri after many years, only for 3 days. When he was here I walked with him, I could see him every day and in his presence I felt happier. They were wonderful days. Now I am 90% sure that Marathi comes from pali well I don’t research on that but many words are similar which spoke in different part of Maharashtra.
5th June Public Talk by GoenkajiLearning Pali along with Vipassana is a great experience. Most of the words of the suttas can be understood by practice only. Like our teacher Mr. A. Chaudariji said “Satima (awareness) and Sampajano (thorough understanding)” can be understood perfectly by practicing vipassana and its 100% true. The schedule of Pali class is very intensive. In my engg life I never experienced such an Intensive schedule b’coz I could bunk the lectures and go to sleep. But here I could not. It was my wish to learn these things. But now I have to do that. And abt the schedule, it’s very intensive with only one day off. And the timings are 8-9am 1Hr Group sit, 9:30-11:30am lecture, and from 2:15-4:15pm another lecture and evening Group Sitting from 6-7pm. After every 1hour, we had 10minute break. U could say a chocolate break. And our Chocó jar never went empty. Everyday 1 Santa arose and filled it.
I want to mention one funny experience how this Intensive course affected me. Once when I had nap and nearly abt 1:30pm I got call and It was unknown no. I woke up immediately I thought that Its Sean no (teacher from U.S.) because I missed morning lecture due to sickness. So without attending the call I ran towards the classroom. When I reached the class nobody was there. When I again looked at the watch it was only 1:30pm not 2:30pm. I laughed at myself, and when It happened again after a few days, I felt that how different was my hostel life (:-:)
Oh I forgot to mention abt my class and classmates Justine, William, Mark, Mike, Me, Sanjay, Adrien, Samual, Bettina, Andria, Olga, Chitra, n Jhansi and Teacher Dr. Sanghavi madam, Sean Kerr and A. Chaudhari. When I came here it was not new for me but yes my classmates were new. But I felt safe b’coz I already knew Robson and Sean and Dr. Sanghavi. My new Classmates were very good. William (U.S) he is my current health doctor :), he offers me Ghee everyday to put on weight. All are very good; they called me Small Gentlemen (bcoz once I had worn a formal dress), Naughty Boy, and MahaSudassana. I am very much enjoying here.
Sometimes discussion come about the Tipitakas and the stories in that, and everybody talked about this loka (world like heaven, hell etc) and that loka, and Nibbana, psychic powers, dhyan, etc. That time I felt “Oh My GOD” actually we are discussing about the things which are above science, Nibbana, and, this and that stage which can only be experienced by one’s own effort and cannot be proved by anyone else. Now I know many thing from this discussion. When it came to reading Pali words, a few classmates pronounced very differently. It made me laugh especially, when Bettina (German) pronounced the pali words. That time I couldn’t stop myself from laughing. Once our mam told us the story about the Uposath {fasting days (ashtami (8th day), amvassya (new moon) and pournima (full moon)}. From that time, everybody is serious to observe uposath and didn’t take dinner. But before the uposath day and on the uposath day William would make tea for all of us. I can’t say Its tea because It is prepared from masala (without tea powder n sugar) which we all Indians use in preparing nonveg food. I am great full to these guyes b’coz of them i learn to drink tea without sugar :). These type of experiences which I m sharing with my classmates which I did not have in the past 23 years :), but I m enjoying it. That’s important.
Now only few days are left for the completion of the course. But I feel like I just came yesterday. Life is very fast. It’s very strange, the movement we want to hold or want to live in for long time couldn’t stop and passes very quickly and I m learning through vipassana that don’t crave but ultimately I was victim of craving!!!!!!!!.
Ok then, I will come back new exp. but don’t know when
Until then with metta (loving kindness)
Sudarshan
Teachers Dr S. sanghavi, Prof A. Chaudhari, Prof Sean kerr
Monday, May 30, 2011
Farewell Part 2
Hello Friends,
finally the day come to say goodbye to my college n this beautiful campus. the last 3days after exam over was funny, sad and memorable. our (all B.E student) farewell was on 30April and that day also taught us how the engg life is.!!!!! our farewell was on evening at 6pm and we all (B.E mechanical class) were busy in submission work of DMS from morning to evening.
DMS submission work
S.P.C.E farewell as usual not an emotional drama and yet i don’t get it why? (becoz its farewell not celebration) on that evening we friends danced, ate, most important photo shoot :). from that day i got feeling of loosing something but as my exam were from 13may. that feeling hidden somewhere in my heart. on 23may which was last day of our exam we gathered near lake for sweat shirt photo shoot and that was last day we all were there. from that day i felt very sad but i did not express. one by one all friends were left hostel and due to that clouds of sadness, got dark in my heart. on 24th we were only 4-5 friends in hostel from mechanical, we spent each n every moment together, by saying each other “Ye Din Kabhi Nahi Ayenge”. “Tu Jee Be” etc.
25th is very funny n emotional day for me becoz for Satya’s ticket reservation me n him woke up at 4am(i dont woke up at 4am even for my ticket reservation) went to station thought we will be first to stand in front of counter but the situation was different before us there were 60people on Q. and that was funny. that 4 hours was very funny, finally satya got reservation n i revealed. In the evening i went to see off Krissi on Airport, during travel from andheri to airport by Auto i was sad n tears were in my eyes, something/thoughts/moments came in my mind i dont remember but sure that made me cry but i controlled myself to see off her with smiley face.
on 26 Suraj left in morning, the same feeling with me. In afternoon when i went to Mech Department to gave Card to Eassow Mam, mam was not there but while writing masg on card i was so emotional that i could not stop my tears to came out. the sadness of dark cloud start raining heavily. i came to room locked myself to hide my tears. when i looked at mirror i found five years back sudarshan who came to mumbai with tears n dream in eyes n going with same. even that rain did not stop during lunch. Thank god this rain stop after lunch. After saying Good Bye to all in hostel i left hostel. Thanks to Amey, Satya, Omkar who was with me upto Dadar to see off n to made me feel better.
What i get in my engg life 140friends from college, all hostel friends, Spiritual touch and Dhamma friend from Igatpuri, somehow Bollywood touch.
What i will miss most, more fun. happy moment, hostel life, Bhavans college beautiful girls which make feel good when i sad :). Kadambari Samosa,dhokla, Awesome Coffee from tea stall. And most important Bhavans Campus n hostel life n friends. I cant write more there r endless things!
Guys wish u have wonderful life ahead :)
some problem while uploading pic so no more pic this time
Thursday, March 24, 2011
WHAT NOT TO DO IN GOA
Hello my dear friends, today blog is about my last fun with my classmate in GOA and if you want to share your experience, you can add it as comment :)
so i had been in GOA from 16 march to 20 march. This tour had many controversies from student and professors side also like why always GOA why not KERLA, or North-East and so on……! but after Ashish Nayak speech on unity all were ready to go Goa and from professors side, “you people not support department’s activity so we will not support your tour” but student unity works and we went to Goa, we had train from LTT at 2:30pm we assemble there, we had so much fun during travel in train some people played cards., some people were busy in jokes, some played different games, some were busy in sight seeing of nature and so…… finally we reached Madgaon station which is one of main station in Goa from station we went to Hotel by bus, like me may be many of my friend also expect the good facility and hospitality of hotel b’coz we all were told it’s 3star hotel; But when we reached hotel around 3-4am manager gave reason that rooms are not vacant and suggest to go Miramar beach which is near to hotel that was totally frustrating for me but we had no option so we went there and played “KABBADI” that was good recovery of frustration :)

At 7am we moved to hotel after good breakfast at 9am i expect hotel bus will come and took us to show some church, but bus came at 3 and took us to a place named Dona Paula that was another frustration for me because that place is like gateway of INDIA and Hanging garden in Mumbai but girls and some of my friends were enjoying and busy to take snap, well that was ok for them. In the evening A/C to tour package we went on cruise named santa monica but that was also shit on the name of cruise; it’s like fishing boat where we people danced other nearby cruise made us jealous we diden’t have an option so whatever we had; we enjoyed. The main attraction on cruise was Salman Shaikh dance that was so funny and good. :)
dona paula spot
After good dinner (good b’coz we hostelite used to that meal but might be localite did not liked) we 5-6 friend went for walk i thought it would be 1/2 km walk but it turned into 4km n that was also another frustration for me but during walked we saw the “Lights in GOA” festival came to an end but we saw some glimpse of that and that was very beautiful when watched carefully. so that was first day in GOA which was very frustrating for me. second day was start as it is with breakfast n then by bus we moved towards Agauda fort & from there towards sinquarium beach for water sports but we did water sports on Callingute Beach where we offered by cheap rates compared to sinquarium beach. we had so much fun there, specially Banana Ride, and paragliding. when i tried Banana ride with group of 6 friends we fell down from that ride in middle of sea (not exactly in middle ok :) but little away from beach) and i felt i was helpless, my feet were above ground when i looked at my friend Amol, he was also scared we hold that Banana boat tightly n screamed “Help Help”, but in next moment Amay left his hand from banana n then i got courage and then everything was ok :). After water sports and playing in water we return to shack and First time I tried a HOOKA in the shack that was good experience.one thing i want to mentioned here Due to water sport on Callingute beach the day was good for all.-:)
In the evening we rented a scooter, before that some drama was happened; 4 friends were left on callingute beach, although instruction was given to everyone bus will start on this time and also bus started late and nobody had in mind these 4 were left behind. Manish sing (organizer of GOA tour) and Aditya Nair sent taxi for them. I heard that instead of grateful for help these people abuse them,”how could u left us there… this n that bla bla bla ” ahhh forget this thing,,, !!! so where we are hmmm so we rented scooter and that was good decision to see GOA’S life at night we enjoyed at night more than day { we means those who rented scooter ok. becoz some girls dident had licence or they dont know driving, n dont have partner who has licence, might be they got bored whole night :( }
room dance
On 2nd night we went to Baga beach and from there towards Callingute beach der we had tasty fish fry, Riding Bike at night was awesome experience, because fog spread near abt 2am and it felt like I ride bike through clouds :) ; from Callingute beach we went to Anjuna beach which was very famous for full moon parties (rave) in shack and that time it was super full moon. on Anjuna i reached late, everybody abused where is rave party actually they choose wrong way when i took them to right place, after saw that rave party nobody dare to go der and dance on DJ but i went with manish and we dance, then some follow us :) within 10 min we left that place, might be some did not liked that. but they wanted to see such kind of things. On next day we people went see church which is situated in old goa which was very old and has history of one saint (his body now also in good condition after hundred/thousand of years), from der we moved to the Mangeshi temple(i dont know the history) in the campus of church and temple many people mark tattoo which was in cheap rate compare to on any beach then we moved towards Kulva beach which is also called as Golden beach its near from madgaon station only 2km. we played in water and we had so much fun many of my friends did not brought shorts so they feel shy when come out of water, becoz some girls were der but its GOA so all were came out without shy well that was very funny moment.-:) from der we moved to our last/end destination yes of course solmar hotel
body of that saint in church
dog vs crab fight on morgim beach
in the shack in curlis beach
WHAT I GONNA MISS MOST
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
GLIMPSE OF FEB N MARCH
Feb and March was nothing special for me but it was full of my friends b’day there were consecutive b’day from 6 to 9 feb and few more after that. After my pune visit i went to my 2nd trek in MalangGad in the end of jan. it was 1day trek but we made it 2 days we start climbing at night at 2 am and we climbed 3000feet at 4am we slept one spot on mountain i will upload that pic below and in morning we started climbing another 500 feet it was very nice trek i suggest everyone should spent night on that spot while trekking on MalangGad. the city looked very beautiful from that spot city seems like celebrating Diwali. On 7th feb we celebrated Manish sing B’day that was Dirty B’day we all mechanical friend in hostel assembled in his room everyone had Egg then somebody off light and everybody started throwing egg’s most of egg's hit manish but i was also victim.
city from 3000feet
that spot, above 3000feet
on 16feb my father were going to sit vipassana meditation course in igatpuri, i and my friend Krissi also registered for the same. we decided to go together to Igatpuri for course it was nice chitchat with her after long time during travel. finally we reached Dhammagiri. In the night i met my father and my DhammaBrother Robson(Brazil) and then at 8pm course started with noble silence and serious meditation b’coz with us(satipattana course student) simultaneously 10days special course(only allowed to who completed 5 days n 1-1stp, service and mostly assistant teacher sit that course) were conducted that was serious course (b’coz in Satipattana course only those are allowed who did 3, 10 days and 1 service) but in that course there is chance to shaken the past Karma or Sancara and that happened with me and it wont allow me to sit Addhithana sitting (1h group sit where u r not allow to move a little) and that made me to feel that the course was not successful for me.
krissi and dad
At the end of course i.e on metta day after metta session when i looked at my father, his eyes were full of tears that was happened with me also in my 1st course and every course; but for moment may be b’coz of powerful metta for all and serious work (meditation). At 11am I met my Japanese-Australian friend Nobuko she came for long course (30 days ) and now also she is in course. she is also friend of krissi and we had nice talking i was surprised when nobuko told me she wanted to be permanent Nun in Burma. that was very hard decision to herself and to her family also. well its her wish to grow on this path. During talking I introduce my father with them may be my father was happy to see that i m doing good and progressing in vipassana. After good time in Dhammagiri krissi left next morning to pune. I came to Mumbai after 2 days from der with my father. I show many places to my father like Global Pagoda and so on.........!!. My father was lucky b'coz on my campus Z Marathi Gaurav Award was organized; i took my father der and my father was very happy to see Marathi Actor’s. After 2 days stay he went to home.
on 2march i went to pune to meet krissi and also to gave her,her b’day gift which i made it. It was nice to met her once again, after some time she played Guitar and sung song it was awesome, she played awesome i enjoyed much then, she took me to one hill. From that hill i saw whole pune city and the city look beautiful in evening she dropped me on station, at night I return to mumbai after this short tour my boring life starts but my classmate decide to go to GOA so i will come back with my goa tour
until then Bye
SUD
Thursday, February 10, 2011
REUNION WITH FRIENDS in pune
HANGOUT 2010
room mate milind nikhil tush vaibhav n me
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Funny Day
Hello friends yesterday after my college i went to met krissi to cst from there we been in crowford market as she wanted take some pics of that place. her mom bought some mangos which was very sweet then one man came to me told me to convey my foreigner friend to see the spice shop he told me u would get 20% commission if they buy spices it was strange thing to me without asking he tried to give me bribe i told krissi n her mom dont buy anything from them if u wanna take pics u do so but dont stay there then we moved on to zaveri market which is also know as Gold market. we entered to one shop krissi’s mom select one earring the price around 4500 krissi started bargaining then she reduce upto 4300 only. i told her(lady in shop) please reduce price then she replied ur 20% commission is include whatever price fixed, i told her i m her friend not tourist guide please reduce the price she agreed after so much discussion she called her boss n reduce price i told her reduce price as u can then she told me i considered ur 10% commission then i told her i dont wanna single penny. then her boss reduce price n deal was final in 50 euro n 180rupees
befor leave shop i asked her how much u would reduce if no indian with them she told me only 10% not more than that.:) so my foreigner friend if u r reading this be careful n try to reduce price upto 20% on valuables, ofcourse if u r with any indian friend
that was so 1st funny n strange thing happened to me without asking anything these people try to bribe me. when i remember that incident it make me laugh :) ,
if anybody on place he could earn that day but for me my soul not allow me to cheat friend n such wrong things. i only learn from vipassana help to all serve to all n i follow the same